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WesFest '98

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  • by John Wesley

    I was a child,
    life in your arms you hold me
    the fire in your eyes stopped the bleeding
    the love in your heart kept me breathing

    I feel I'm dying again.
    I've got nothing but hatred for my lover and friend
    the lion in your eyes watches me screaming
    the cold in your heart keeps my blood freezing

    Thirteen days, before you left me here staring
    thirteen days, before you tried to stop caring

    Stare into the dark
    the emptiness of hell comes to enfold me
    take a long look at your sweet creation
    did you get a thrill to watch my heart breaking

    Thirteen days, before you left me here standing alone
    thirteen days, before you left me to die on a phone

    I cannot pretend, can't find an end
    oh, how I miss you
    I was your lover and you were my friend
    I pray to God I never see you again

    Thirteen days, before you left me here waiting to hold you
    Thirteen days, before you forgot what I told you
    Thirteen days, that you gave to me only to take from me
    Thirteen days, before you left me here breaking

  • by John Wesley

    So we stay
    at morning they come
    she was gone at the first sign of trouble
    see how she runs
    then you're paralyzed
    her silhouette in light
    and she's dancing on your grave

    The sunrise breaks
    what's done is done
    the wind blows cold through your bones and you
    see how they run
    when you're trice denied
    and you're paralyzed
    I'll be the last man by your side

    All of your castles may crumble
    and your ministers may lie
    I will still be standing
    I'll be the last man by your side

  • by John Wesley

    I don't mind if you pry, it's just me
    It's the one thing I protect so well
    this is my story

    I don't care where you go or who you tell
    cause it's my life and my lines
    and have no fear we're not forgotten here

    One step to the light to see
    one foot on the edge that's me
    one long trail into the night
    all over this battle field

    Sometimes you crawl
    sometimes you kneel
    one long trail into the night
    one long trail into the night

    What you sell
    is not who you are
    it's what you do

    Who I am
    I protect so well
    keep away from you

    I don't care where you go
    or who you tell
    because into the night we go on and on
    this is my story
    oh this is my story

    One step to the light to see
    one foot on the edge, that's me
    one long trail into the night

  • by John Wesley

    What is this, you claim to profess
    some kind of rare deed done on time
    what mountain crossing have I missed
    what sort of barb's attached to your line

    Be careful of what you're promising
    don't dare look at me with those eyes

    Because you're way out of your league boy
    you're way out of your mind
    you can't be serious
    yet you can't be denied

    I've watched the sun rise and set
    on your deepest regrets
    yet you're still off chasing some star
    you leave me behind with your heart in my chest
    then come home bearing your latest scar

    When will you find what you're looking for
    don't you know it was here all the time

  • by John Wesley

    Well here we are boy
    and I'm through dreaming
    all these colors I've been flying
    have lost the will to keep me high
    and I'm not amused...

    So I said hey you're no a star
    so are you through screaming
    cause all this paranoia's got you
    hiding in the dark
    and I can't see you...

    Well shine the light
    and you can come on in
    can't you see I'm on a mission
    you can stay if you are wishin'
    but I'm waiting...

    see my daddy hit the doorway
    when I was just a kid
    said he'd gone to find the sunshine
    and bring it back for me
    and I'm waiting
    waiting for the sun to shine

    Do you see my scars
    it's dark and they're glowing
    all these tiny little punctures
    are a doorway to the sun
    a doorway to the sun
    think I'll have another one

    I know he's in here
    I can feel him lookin' for me
    I hear him laughin' like he did
    like he did when I was young
    daddy's bringin' me the sun
    and I'm waiting
    waiting for the sun to shine

  • by John Wesley

    You took a turn for the worse
    when I caught up to you last night
    flickering it's saving light

    And though improper thing we may do
    not always just or always right
    every once in a while
    I see you smile
    like everything will be alright

    You always wanted to be so bad
    you always wanted to be
    one of the stars in the evening sky
    one of the doves flying free
    Winter stole upon you in your twenty second year
    fragile as a wedding smile
    you began to disappear
    and as the worst of this
    comes on you
    you know I'll never leave
    your sight
    as the night goes out
    of this room child
    just pray and hold me tight

    It's time to close your eyes child
    it's time for you to sleep
    there ain't no more pain
    and no more tears
    and this promise I will keep

    And though improper things we may do
    not always just or always right
    in your heart an angel smiles
    and guides you through the night

  • by John Wesley

    Brick by brick
    stone by stone
    dismantle the will of a man
    strip his flesh and bone

    Reach out your hand
    the moment comes
    blade catches the light of your eyes
    the man slowly comes undone

    Nobody noticed
    no one saw a thing
    all turned a blind eye to the fallen
    and the bad luck he brings

    You wake in the morning after
    the sky's a color that you can't see
    friends have fallen by the wayside
    why isn't anyone talking to me
    get those funny looks in the market
    people you loved just stare
    wander on with your hands in your pockets
    even your girlfriend don't care

    They've all come to watch the emperor
    They've all come to watch the emperor
    They've all come to watch the emperor

    To watch the emperor fall

    One part truth
    three parts deceit
    two parts shit that you made up
    add passion for heat

    Did ya hear he said this
    can you believe he done that
    can you believe the nerve of the man
    let me at him tell me where he's at
    wake to your fave in the mirror
    see someone you don't recognize
    stare at the changes in the reflection
    you've become someone that you despise

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