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Starting the Engine II

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  • by John Wesley

    I don't mind if you pry, it's just me
    It's the one thing I protect so well
    this is my story

    I don't care where you go or who you tell
    cause it's my life and my lines
    and have no fear we're not forgotten here

    One step to the light to see
    one foot on the edge that's me
    one long trail into the night
    all over this battle field

    Sometimes you crawl
    sometimes you kneel
    one long trail into the night
    one long trail into the night

    What you sell
    is not who you are
    it's what you do

    Who I am
    I protect so well
    keep away from you

    I don't care where you go
    or who you tell
    because into the night we go on and on
    this is my story
    oh this is my story

    One step to the light to see
    one foot on the edge, that's me
    one long trail into the night

  • by John Wesley

    Nothing changes with the moon
    only the shades of emptiness within the room
    and dark to light,
    morning never comes too soon

    I see the sunlight in your hair
    I see you smile as you move without a care
    and the morning,
    becomes much brighter with you there

    But the cold wind comes
    and a cold wind blows
    you feel so scared because you're so alone
    and like a frightened child
    you call my name, you call my name

    But you only had to reach out
    to reach out and I'll be here
    reach out, reach out and take my hand.

    The past it haunts you like a ghost
    comes rushing back at you like waves
    upon the coast
    threatens what you are
    and who you love the most

    And when the cold wind comes
    and a true wind blows
    and you feel so scared because you're all alone
    like a frightened child, you call my name
    you call my name, you call my name

    And you only had to reach out

  • by John Wesley

    Well here we are boy
    and I'm through dreaming
    all these colors I've been flying
    have lost the will to keep me high
    and I'm not amused...

    So I said hey you're no a star
    so are you through screaming
    cause all this paranoia's got you
    hiding in the dark
    and I can't see you...

    Well shine the light
    and you can come on in
    can't you see I'm on a mission
    you can stay if you are wishin'
    but I'm waiting...

    see my daddy hit the doorway
    when I was just a kid
    said he'd gone to find the sunshine
    and bring it back for me
    and I'm waiting
    waiting for the sun to shine

    Do you see my scars
    it's dark and they're glowing
    all these tiny little punctures
    are a doorway to the sun
    a doorway to the sun
    think I'll have another one

    I know he's in here
    I can feel him lookin' for me
    I hear him laughin' like he did
    like he did when I was young
    daddy's bringin' me the sun
    and I'm waiting
    waiting for the sun to shine

  • by John Wesley

    We sit one on one as the night time comes
    Stars set in as the last light runs
    Something dark had befallen here
    And what it is ain't exactly clear
    And we whisper and we pray for this to go away

    Stars light your eyes in an emerald fire
    The only witness as this night transpires
    A dark like this we've never seen before
    We reach for the light that's beyond the door

    Is there something to be said to make this go away
    Can't we just hold on to us to make this go away

    I don't want you to leave I don't want you to go
    I give you the last light in my eyes
    And the last light inside of my soul
    I don't want you to leave I don't want you to go

    Words clench the air like an iron vice
    And shows no mercy in exacting it's price
    But I've got a secret that I've saved for last
    We can send these sorrows back into the past

    Is there something to be said to make this go away
    Can't you look into my eyes and make this go away

    I don't want you to leave I don't want you to go
    I give you the last light in my eyes
    And the last light inside of my soul

    Take this gift from me
    Take this gift and you'll know
    I give you the last light in my eyes
    and the last light inside of my soul
    I don't want you to leave I don't want you to go
    I don't want you to leave I don't want you to go

  • Lyrics are not available

  • by John Wesley

    If it bleeds, would you tighten the tourniquet
    or would you stare at the open wound
    with lust and fascination

    If the cut runs deep, would you reach
    inside of it
    or would you twist the knife in tight
    with lust and fascination

    You've got me out on the limb now baby,
    would you be cuttin' the tree.
    you've got the wool in my eyes now
    honey so blind I can't see
    are you settin' your sights now baby,
    are you settin' on me.
    You've got me out on the limb now baby,
    would you be cuttin' the tree
    would you be cuttin' the tree
    would you

    If I sleep
    would you come inside of it
    would you steal all my dreams of life
    with lust and fascination

    If I scream
    would you kill to silence it
    like stealing the words of a drowning man
    with lust and fascination

    You've got me out on the limb now baby,
    would you be cuttin' the tree.
    You've got the wool in my eyes no
    honey so blind I can't see.
    are you settin' your sights now baby
    are you settin' on me.
    You've got me out on the limb now baby,
    would you be cuttin' the tree
    would you be cuttin' the tree, would you
    be cuttin' the tree.

  • by John Wesley

    Silver has a gun
    on the nightstand by her bed
    and she wonders if the day will come
    when she puts it to her head

    And she is alone again
    in the shadow of the morning sun
    and she wonders if he really had to go
    or did he just turn tail and run

    He promised that he would come
    but she don't wait by the phone
    because they never call and they never come
    and she just ends up alone

    And as the end of the night comes
    when that curtain starts to fall
    she says you can be the one for me
    when you take it take it all

    Just say hiegh ho Silver
    when you ride when you ride
    when you take me take it all from me
    just stay with me tonight
    don't leave me alone tonight

  • Lyrics are not available

  • by John Wesley

    High upon a hill
    Looking over the ruins burning still
    Where was I for all of this.
    Where was I for all of this.

    You never looked so bad she said
    I didn't know I could do all this she said
    I didn't know all this could burn with just a kiss
    Burn with just a kiss
    I didn't know

    You didn't notice Rome was burning
    You didn't notice you had the flame still in your hands
    Why didn't you notice Rome was burning

    As the passion filled your eyes
    You couldn't see to find the home you'd left behind
    Like all the lovers that live blind
    Lovers that live blind
    No you couldn't see

    You didn't notice Rome was burning
    You didn't notice you had the flame still in your hands
    Why didn't you notice Rome was burning

  • by John Wesley

    I've grown tired
    I've grown cold
    nothing causes any harm to me
    hated things I hold
    I can't feel what you give to me
    see the skin's burned from my hands
    I remember what you promised me

    like some desperation Angel
    I come running back to you...

    My eye have numbed
    my words have died
    can't witness what I've become
    God could burn my eyes
    I can't bear you to look at me
    is there nowhere I can hide
    I hold on to what you promised me

    Like some desperation Angel
    I come running
    back to you
    and in desperation Angel
    I've come running home to you
    trust in me my angel
    you'll never know what I've been through
    never know what I've been through
    no no, never know what I've been through

    I'm your desperation Angel
    I've come running home to you
    and in desperation Angel
    I've come running back to you
    running back to you
    running back to you
    running back to you
    running back to you

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  • by John Wesley

    Brick by brick
    stone by stone
    dismantle the will of a man
    strip his flesh and bone

    Reach out your hand
    the moment comes
    blade catches the light of your eyes
    the man slowly comes undone

    Nobody noticed
    no one saw a thing
    all turned a blind eye to the fallen
    and the bad luck he brings

    You wake in the morning after
    the sky's a color that you can't see
    friends have fallen by the wayside
    why isn't anyone talking to me
    get those funny looks in the market
    people you loved just stare
    wander on with your hands in your pockets
    even your girlfriend don't care

    They've all come to watch the emperor
    They've all come to watch the emperor
    They've all come to watch the emperor

    To watch the emperor fall

    One part truth
    three parts deceit
    two parts shit that you made up
    add passion for heat

    Did ya hear he said this
    can you believe he done that
    can you believe the nerve of the man
    let me at him tell me where he's at
    wake to your fave in the mirror
    see someone you don't recognize
    stare at the changes in the reflection
    you've become someone that you despise

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