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Bachelor Party Tour

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  • by John Wesley

    What is this, you claim to profess
    some kind of rare deed done on time
    what mountain crossing have I missed
    what sort of barb's attached to your line

    Be careful of what you're promising
    don't dare look at me with those eyes

    Because you're way out of your league boy
    you're way out of your mind
    you can't be serious
    yet you can't be denied

    I've watched the sun rise and set
    on your deepest regrets
    yet you're still off chasing some star
    you leave me behind with your heart in my chest
    then come home bearing your latest scar

    When will you find what you're looking for
    don't you know it was here all the time

  • by John Wesley

    Wish I could blame this on your youth
    but that would only make
    a martyr of the truth
    I chose to see only the
    beauty in your eyes
    never the shame
    never the lives

    Wish i could blame this on the sun
    I never seem to be the chosen one
    just a glimpse and you were gone
    this place without you seems all wrong

    Wish I could call you on the phone
    wish you happiness
    wherever you call home
    wish this night wasn't so dark and mean

    I wish you'd see me
    when you dream

    These are the days
    that won't let go
    this is the shame
    we're not allowed to show
    this is the anger from inside
    these are the days that will not die

    I wish these thoughts of you would end
    I wish that someday you could learn to be my friend
    I wish I'd never kissed your face
    I wish these thoughts to be erased

    I wish that someday you might find
    a little love
    a little peace of mind
    I wish that I don't fall apart
    I wish that you'd still hold me
    in your heart

  • by John Wesley

    I don't mind if you pry, it's just me
    It's the one thing I protect so well
    this is my story

    I don't care where you go or who you tell
    cause it's my life and my lines
    and have no fear we're not forgotten here

    One step to the light to see
    one foot on the edge that's me
    one long trail into the night
    all over this battle field

    Sometimes you crawl
    sometimes you kneel
    one long trail into the night
    one long trail into the night

    What you sell
    is not who you are
    it's what you do

    Who I am
    I protect so well
    keep away from you

    I don't care where you go
    or who you tell
    because into the night we go on and on
    this is my story
    oh this is my story

    One step to the light to see
    one foot on the edge, that's me
    one long trail into the night

  • by John Wesley

    Silver linings are for someone else's cloud
    yours have lately been all gray
    I know your dreams and they've seen their better days
    some of us who live have higher tolls to pay

    Why have you brought me this angel here

    Are you alive, ah come on look at me
    I know you're in there, just open your eyes
    I know you're alive
    oh but you just might not want to be
    I can hear you breathe just open your eyes
    hope is a stain on someone else's soul
    despair sustains your soul
    you waste your days, let them slip away
    hard to hold on when there's nothing left to hold

    Are you alive ah come on look at me
    I know you're in there
    just open your eyes
    I know you're alive
    oh ya just might not wanna be
    I can hear you breathe
    just open your eyes

    I want you to know I've never been far away
    there's nothing to be said can't be undone
    you're all I have so please don't go away
    there's nothing that you've said that can't be undone

    Are you alive
    ah come one look at me
    I know you're in there
    just open your eyes
    I know you're alive
    oh ya just might not wanna be
    I can hear you breathe
    just open your eyes

  • by John Wesley

    Brick by brick
    stone by stone
    dismantle the will of a man
    strip his flesh and bone

    Reach out your hand
    the moment comes
    blade catches the light of your eyes
    the man slowly comes undone

    Nobody noticed
    no one saw a thing
    all turned a blind eye to the fallen
    and the bad luck he brings

    You wake in the morning after
    the sky's a color that you can't see
    friends have fallen by the wayside
    why isn't anyone talking to me
    get those funny looks in the market
    people you loved just stare
    wander on with your hands in your pockets
    even your girlfriend don't care

    They've all come to watch the emperor
    They've all come to watch the emperor
    They've all come to watch the emperor

    To watch the emperor fall

    One part truth
    three parts deceit
    two parts shit that you made up
    add passion for heat

    Did ya hear he said this
    can you believe he done that
    can you believe the nerve of the man
    let me at him tell me where he's at
    wake to your fave in the mirror
    see someone you don't recognize
    stare at the changes in the reflection
    you've become someone that you despise

  • by John Wesley

    Well here we are boy
    and I'm through dreaming
    all these colors I've been flying
    have lost the will to keep me high
    and I'm not amused...

    So I said hey you're no a star
    so are you through screaming
    cause all this paranoia's got you
    hiding in the dark
    and I can't see you...

    Well shine the light
    and you can come on in
    can't you see I'm on a mission
    you can stay if you are wishin'
    but I'm waiting...

    see my daddy hit the doorway
    when I was just a kid
    said he'd gone to find the sunshine
    and bring it back for me
    and I'm waiting
    waiting for the sun to shine

    Do you see my scars
    it's dark and they're glowing
    all these tiny little punctures
    are a doorway to the sun
    a doorway to the sun
    think I'll have another one

    I know he's in here
    I can feel him lookin' for me
    I hear him laughin' like he did
    like he did when I was young
    daddy's bringin' me the sun
    and I'm waiting
    waiting for the sun to shine

  • by John Wesley

    So we stay
    at morning they come
    she was gone at the first sign of trouble
    see how she runs
    then you're paralyzed
    her silhouette in light
    and she's dancing on your grave

    The sunrise breaks
    what's done is done
    the wind blows cold through your bones and you
    see how they run
    when you're trice denied
    and you're paralyzed
    I'll be the last man by your side

    All of your castles may crumble
    and your ministers may lie
    I will still be standing
    I'll be the last man by your side

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  • by John Wesley

    High upon a hill
    Looking over the ruins burning still
    Where was I for all of this.
    Where was I for all of this.

    You never looked so bad she said
    I didn't know I could do all this she said
    I didn't know all this could burn with just a kiss
    Burn with just a kiss
    I didn't know

    You didn't notice Rome was burning
    You didn't notice you had the flame still in your hands
    Why didn't you notice Rome was burning

    As the passion filled your eyes
    You couldn't see to find the home you'd left behind
    Like all the lovers that live blind
    Lovers that live blind
    No you couldn't see

    You didn't notice Rome was burning
    You didn't notice you had the flame still in your hands
    Why didn't you notice Rome was burning

  • by John Wesley

    We sit alone together
    and the space begins to breathe
    distance seems to come alive
    why this emptiness between you and me

    Where is your compassionate smile
    come here take hold of me
    I'll stroke your hair for a little while
    just rest your eyes, it'll be all right you see
    just rest your eyes, it'll be all right you see

    We sit alone, together
    your Crystal Blues have turned to ice
    your heart is colder then November
    what is it that I've failed to recognize

    I could make all of this better
    just don't close your eyes
    I could make all of this better
    just don't close your eyes
    I could make all of this better
    please don't close your eyes

  • Lyrics are not available

  • by John Wesley

    Look into the sky, you can't erase what's in your eyes
    Look into the sun, you cannot face what you've become
    Through the shopping malls, you blend into the human walls
    Your eyes search the faces, as you move within the places
    That you once moved with her, that you once knew with her

    When you were arm in arm showing happy to the world
    You were arm in arm showing happy to the world
    arm in arm showing happy to the world
    is no one happy in this world

    Grateful for breath, more than once you've cheated death
    Crushed till you scream, you can't awaken from this dream
    This I will pray for you, this I will promise you
    For every lover that's gone, another comes along

    And you will move in her, as if you always knew in her

    You will be
    Arm in arm showing happy to the world
    Arm in arm showing happy to the world
    Arm in arm showing happy to the world
    you will be happy in this world...

  • by John Wesley

    I was a child,
    life in your arms you hold me
    the fire in your eyes stopped the bleeding
    the love in your heart kept me breathing

    I feel I'm dying again.
    I've got nothing but hatred for my lover and friend
    the lion in your eyes watches me screaming
    the cold in your heart keeps my blood freezing

    Thirteen days, before you left me here staring
    thirteen days, before you tried to stop caring

    Stare into the dark
    the emptiness of hell comes to enfold me
    take a long look at your sweet creation
    did you get a thrill to watch my heart breaking

    Thirteen days, before you left me here standing alone
    thirteen days, before you left me to die on a phone

    I cannot pretend, can't find an end
    oh, how I miss you
    I was your lover and you were my friend
    I pray to God I never see you again

    Thirteen days, before you left me here waiting to hold you
    Thirteen days, before you forgot what I told you
    Thirteen days, that you gave to me only to take from me
    Thirteen days, before you left me here breaking

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Album Details

The John Wesley Band played together for five glorious nights, ushering in the new  millenium. This recording includes the second night's show, from Washington, D.C., and the acoustic set from the CoNA (the Company North America) party in Philadelphia.

Special thanks go out to Studio M for enhancing the sound, Chris Gregory and Walter Wood for the photos, Richard Schwartz for printing the CD's, and to Fish, Seal and Pink Floyd for inspiration.

- Rob Galardi & John Wesley, Summer 2000